this is dumb of me, but whatever, am i fat? …?
i feel dumb asking this
but one day in the summer my boss who after 2 weeks of me working there was already laughing around with me patting me on the back, telling everyone how great i am , how strong i am like an ox how hard i work and how fast i do it in(which pissed off everyone else lol plus i worked on a golf course..he never even saw me working,..i guess he was in the trees or something lol)
but anyways, there were two robs there, me and an older guy, so my boss said well we can jsut call u big rob
cause im a bit over 6 feet, not quite 6'1 but close...180 pounds, i work out alot, i am muscular
but i have poor self esteem so yeah lol
he told me i culd b big rob cause im big and husky then he laughed a bit and put his hand on my back.
now after that i was going home anyways so as soon as i got home i googled the word husky
casue to me it meant fat casue of those pants u buy husky boys lol
and i was fat as a kid, im 18 now going on 19
and i used to get husky pants casue i was chubby
i got abs now and muscles and ive made sure as i got older that i wuldnt b chubby anymore so that wasnt my issue
but my poor self esteem (beign bullied for my weight for years) caught up with me, and i thoguht husky? i didnt kno i was fat
but yeah ill shut up srry i sort of ramble on
the point is
its been bugging me and everywhere i look online people say it can mean fat or strong built with muscles
soo i just need opinions based on how my body is
so
6 feet
180 to 185 pounds
i have low body fat percentage
im vegetarian(for 3 months now)
i work out 5 times a week , for at least 3 hours a day
i do alot o exercising, i am joining a boxing league next summer after i train some more
im on a 1000 rep workout plan
i dnt use steroids, i eat right
i run
so i kno i sound dumb right now
but just from an outsiders point of view lol without calling me stupid since obviously im not fat
but hey i got issues u got issues so boo hoo
for me, did him calling me husky , mean im big and strong (not fat)
or fat?
cause the first day i worked there i was asked if i was in college foot ball since i was the tallest guy there and they were all skinny grade 11 boys, i was in grade 12
so they thought i was like 22 or 23 lol
but yeah ill just stop here
srry if this is a waste of people time
but i got body issues and other psychitrist's dreams crap( as in im a psychiatrists dream, my visits are all covered by a med plan and i got like 5 mental issues lol )
anyways thanks
happy holidays


